| The over night job |
[Jun. 9th, 2006|06:45 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
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| | Too early for music | ] |
I'm back at kohl's in mechanicsburg. Im working over nights. I really enjoy it. What is really funny is that out of the whole over night staff....there are only 2 guys. The rest is all female. But I clicked with 2 of them. I know its been ages since ive posted here but nothing i really wanna talk about. Too much stress and drama. Not worth my words lol. Anywho its time for bed. Maybe later i will indulge in the latest news of Sean's World. Who knows? Peace out girl scout! |
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| Good old Monday |
[May. 1st, 2006|01:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rent soundtrack | ] |
So its Monday afternoon. Not a whole lot of excitement. My weekend wasnt anything spectacular. Just worked at the Road house. Its going well there. A lot of "colored people" and "ethnic" people work there. Not sure how I feel about that place yet. In other news life is going good. Just wished I had more money to do things. I hate being dirt broke. Still cant find a new place for me, Heidi, and Karen. I been a lil depressed about that but its nothing to be worked up over. Well ok I been a lil depressed in general. There isnt really reason for it. I guess its just one of those times. So in upcoming events in this month my mom is getting married. I'm in the wedding and I have my tux ready to go. I feel I look like a goober in it. Some people say i look cute but i disagree. Oh well. Xmen 3 comes out this month as well. I'm so seeing that opening day!! Some movies i've seen recently:Slither, Scary movie 4, Silent Hill, V for Vendetta. Ohh another plus is that my apt is super clean, and I had my family over. It was a fun night. Anywho nothing more to say really. Peace out! |
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| Nothing major |
[Apr. 27th, 2006|03:32 pm] |
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| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tatu- Perfect Enemy | ] |
Ummm.....just a small update. I got a new job. I quit applebee's. I work at the Texas Road house in Union Deposit. I'm a prep cook. I work 10-5 monday through friday. And sometimes on the weekends. I love it. I dont remember if I had mentioned before that i got my labret pierced. But yeah thats pierced now. I got a kitty! He's white with a blue eye and a gold eye. He is super shy and hasnt really came out from under my bed since i got him. Except to eat and potty. I named him Tweekers. Since he tweeked out when i got him lol. Umm nothing else is really new. No man, same friends. Thats about it. |
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| A quickie |
[Apr. 20th, 2006|11:20 am] |
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| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dance Dance-Fall out boy | ] |
I got my labret pierced on tuesday. Its a little sore but its all good. Oh and plus if anyone has myspace then check out my myspace. Its www.myspace.com/beanthis82
I got pics and it looks awesome. so go and check it out. oh yeah its 420 hehehe |
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| Oh what a night! I'm the shit! |
[Apr. 9th, 2006|07:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Full Frontal-"you think your a man" | ] |
Oh my god! Thats all i can really say at this moment. Last night was a fucking amazing. Last night I went to stallions for the first time in a long time. I really didnt want to go but it was my friend's birthday so i felt like i had to go. I got there around 12:15 am. Drama started right away! I wasnt even there for 5 minutes and brian started giving me shit. He was all like get off my floor. And he started shouting. I kept my cool cause i didnt even say a word to anyone. I was getting money out of the atm. Then he started to walk around the bar. And he's lucky he didnt come at me cause he does not want any of this. I got no problem kickin a bitches ass! Employee or not i will take anyone down! Plus Karen jumped right in front of me. She was like I got your back. Not that i needed her to but she's just a good friend like that. Anyway I went and paid and just went right upstairs. So yeah it was me, Karen, Eric, Dana(who was my sexy date!)and Eleny and her friends. I had 5 shots and about 10 Captain and cokes. I was drunk as shit but i still was dancing like it aint nobody's business. I kept buying Dana his drinks. God we make such a cute ass couple. He's sooo my type. He was like I gots me a suga daddy! Anyway i gotta continue. So the night itself was a blast. Everyone was drinking and everyone was dancing. I was dancing with Dana and his brother Eric. It was HOT!!! Anyway, we stayed till close. Everyone was drunk but Eric cause he was the D.D.! Pictures were taken at the bar of me and Dana kissing. Which I'll post it on myspace when i get it. After we left the bar things got really wild! We all ended up going to Dana's house. 1st off we're all drunk so when we get there Karen went and started packing the bowl. So we started getting high. After we smoked Dana and I ate some shrooms. Omg that was such a blast. I was drunk, stoned and i was tripping balls!!! Like i said last night was the best night of my life!! After an hour things got very interesting. Me and Eric(a str8 boy) started making out!!! Thats why I said I'm the shit! I was kissing a str8 boy! Oh and that boy sure can kiss. Needless to say wild things happend. But I'm gonna keep that to myself but I'll let the imagination run for who ever reads this! All I can say is DAMN!!! The night didnt come to an end until 5:30 am. I got home around 6am and i went to bed cause I had to work at 12pm today. The best part is I didnt get sick or hung over. I mean i didnt sleep long but i'm ok with that cause I'm still not tired. Last night will always be a night that I will remember for the rest of my life! Oh another best part about last night was no body came up to say anything to me! I did see everyone but I wasnt about to go say hi. And nobody did the same. I am ok with that too! The only person i talked to was Rachel. I bought all my drinks from her too! Anyway thats all for now. Another night like last night will be happening again soon. Just not too soon! |
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| My Life, My Time |
[Mar. 28th, 2006|02:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Not gonna get us" Tatu | ] |
Where to begin? First off I just wanna say I'm very happy in my life now. Now that all the drama and bullshit is out of my life. No more gay bars, gay drama, no more anything. I've got amazing friends. I been having the time of my life(which is well earned and deserved!)I've met an awesome guy. Which is funny cause I've known him for 2 years. And since we've talked and gotten to know each other better things have been going well. At this point we're just dating. Not bf status, just dating. He's really cute and he's well off. He has a lot going for him. His own house, a truck, a bmw, a motorcylce, he just bought a speed boat. Its funny cause he's my age and he has so much. Someday I will be well off. I'm really happy. We've gone on a good bit of dates. We've gone to see V for Vendetta, went bowling, hung out at Riverside Dukes, drank at Applebee's(lol), gone to dinner a few times, Drank at Coaklys! Now here is the shocker.....We didnt have sex yet! Just not ready for that yet. And I know its a shocker since most people think i'm easy and a slut! But My best friends all like Josh and thats important to me! So lets see what else is going on. My, Karen and Heidi are still trying to find a place. This saturday I'm joining a gym and I'm starting to go tanning again. I wanna look hot for this summer. Get some muscles, nice tan, looking sexy lol. Work sucks like normal. Things have just been going so well for me. Finally its my turn to be fully happy. And I have Heidi, karen, Matt, Josh(my cutie), Eric, and Dana to thank for that. You all have been such great friends. I dont know what I would be doing with out you all. Like I said this summer is going to be a blast and one to remember for a life time. In a way its kinda like a whole new me! New attitude, working on a new look, new everything! Oh yeah I'm getting a cd player put in my piece of crap car hehe. Last night was very interesting. Well work sucked like normal but Mark was there sitting at the bar drinkin coffee cause he was a drunk one. But after work we all went across the street to the YP for some drinks. I got a chance to ramble on to mark about things. Just getting the final things off my chest. But its a brand new day and its time for me to shine and be in the lime light again!!!! Thats all for now. Peace out fuckers! |
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| Tragedy strikes again. |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|08:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Teenage Angel" -Addict | ] |
It was very hard when I found out the other night that my friend had died. Her name was Zeynep Barnes. She fell to her death on St. Patrics day. I dont really know the whole story. Just what i saw on the news and read in the paper. I just cant believe she's gone. She was such a good person. I will miss her very much. You will always be in my thoughts and heart. I'm so sorry. I wish we could have spent more time together. I know i dont regret anything but this time I do. I regret that we drifted apart and i hate myself for not being the good friend that you were to me. I'm terribly sorry. There is so much I want to say to her but i cant now. Rest IN Peace Zeynep!!! Your In the Arms of the Angels! |
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| What a day! |
[Mar. 12th, 2006|03:14 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cascada-"Every time we touch" | ] |
Wow what a weekend. So friday i was supposed to work 10-3. One of the new guys called and wanted to work so i gave him my shift. So i got out of work at 12:30pm. So i got to enjoy the whole day. It was so beautiful out. I went to the mall and drove around just cause i wanted to be outside. So friday night i didnt go do anything. No big deal. I hung out with Karen and Heidi. So saturday was very awesome. At lunch time i went to my brothers very late wedding reception. Saw family i havnt seen in a while and met my sister in laws family. After that I watch the new harry poter with Heidi. Then we went to walmart cause we wanted to do something active. We were planning to play Bat mit(i dont know if thats spelled right but ya get the point). But walmart didnt have anything like that so we ended up playing tennis. So the four of us(i forgot that Eric went along too) went to the hampton park. We played tennis for 2 hours. I hit myself in the face with a tennis ball. It was very hilarious. After that we came home to chill. Then i got ready to go out to Gulifty's to see a band play. It was an awesome time there. Karen tagged along with. I got really hammered. Karen and I danced while the bands were just rockin out. Such a fun time. I'd say this was the best night i've had in a very long time. Oh i'm just so glad i'm away from all the gay's and the fags and the gay ass drama. I left that life behind me. Best of luck to all of you. But that scene is not for me. So now i'm just living life to the fullest and seein what life brings me on the way. And its starting to look good for once too! I been smiling a whole lot since i havnt really smiled in a very long time either. And i would like to just say a few things about the important people in my life right now.
Karen-I'm so glad we're friends! You are such a good friend and i know you will always be there for me. I'm glad you will always be by my side!
Heidi-I would have to say that you are my best friend. I know things were a little odd between us back in the day. But I'm sure glad we have our bond!
Eric and Dana-You both I would say have to be a rare set of brothers. You both are like night and day. Eric your day cuz you are full of life and energy. and Dana you are night cuz you are very laid back and complete chill. Plus a great person to just talk with.
Matt-My little dork. You so cute it makes me sick. I knew when i met you we'd hit it off. Your an amazing friend. Your just like me and that scares me lol! Just remember if things dont work out then ya always have me!
If it wasnt for you all, I dont think I would be all together. I'm so lucky to have you guys in my life! Just really amazed we're all friends, and we're having the time of our lives! Cant wait for the summer cause this summer will be one to remember for a very long time! So enough sappy stuff. Cant wait till Tuesday! Gonna love being down in Atlantic City! Life is just the best right now. No more stress or drama in my life. I would have to say gay life is such a downer and the bar scene is too! Cant get any better than this! Peace out fuckers! |
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| Just a quickie |
[Mar. 5th, 2006|01:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Special D-"Shooting Star" | ] |
On the 14th I'm going to Atlantic City with to people from work. The next day is the cook olympics at applebee's. Its gonna be held at the new applebee's in the Harrisburg mall. I'm actually a part of it. Our store is coming up with its team and I'm a part of it. So far its Eric, Amanda, Mary and myself. We still need two more people to have a full team. Anywho thats all for the moment. More to come soon enough. |
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| Its official |
[Feb. 23rd, 2006|11:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ozone-"Dragostea Din Tei(techo remix) | ] |
Well its official. I have room mates!!!! It will be Karen, Heidi, and Myself. Now all we have to do is find a place. Rock on!!!! I'm soo happy and excited!!! Yay me! More details about that will come later. Later Fuckers. |
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| Random thoughts # 2 |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|10:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stellar Project-"Stand up, Get up" | ] |
So when i clocked out yesterday at work i had 49.1 hours. Thats 9 hours of over time. That comes to like i believe $14.75 an hour. Freakin awesome and i should have 42 hours this schedule. Plus i'm getting my tax return on friday. Cant wait. And I get paid this tuesday. So I'm gonna have a good chunk of money. After paying up all bills and getting the things i need to get done I'll still have a good bit of that left. Still very undecided on what to do with the remaining money. I also had a revelation today. I've decided also that its my life and i'm gonna live it. No more worrying about anyone. No more giving a shit on what any one thinks or says. From here on out I'm going to be me. I'll be anyone's friend as long as they are a friend in return. If you need advice i'll give you the best damn advice i can give. Need a shoulder to lean on then well have mine. I dont care what anyone does anymore. This whole thing came to me today at work. This girl Erin was talking to me about her mom. She had moved back home and decided to take some time away from her bf. Her mom hates her bf cause he doesnt make all that much money and he's the father of Erin's daughter. Erin said she spent the night last night at his house. And her mom freaked out about it. All I said was its your life and you live it. After a minute of thinking about what i said, I decided to take my own advice. Its time to take my life into my own hands and stop putting people before me. It is time for some changes and bring the original me back, with some new changes as well. There is no point on living if you cant feel life. And I havnt felt life in a very long time. Its time for me to live and feel life. I want to be free. So the next time anyone calls me or hangs out with me or anything like that you will see me in a whole new way. Also I will have a date soon on when I'm having my party. Oh yeah my look has changed. I'm gonna be tanning again soon. I cut my hair and I'm growing my mohawk back. I'm going to be joining a gym soon and I'm quiting smoking soon. Like I said its time for a change. Well thats all for now. Later fuckers! |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|02:40 pm] |
You are Vlad the Impaler. The man behind the legend
of Dracula. You hanged your victims,
stretched them on the rack, burned them at
the stake, boiled them alive, but mostly
impaled them. Most of your killings were
politically targeted but sometimes you killed
just because you were bored. Your "reign
of terror" lasted from 1456 to 1462.
Estimated numbers of victims vary between
30,000 and more than 100,000.
Evil Evil man. Fie on you!
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|03:13 pm] |
| You Are The Emperor | 
You are an authority figure, and other people look to you for what to do.
You are strong and powerful. Crossing you is not a good idea.
You have worked hard to get to your position, and you're not about to give it up to anyone.
Though you have a warrior heart, you are gentle to those who treat you well.
Your fortune:
In the near future, you need to be willing and able to defend those you love.
This may be the time for you to step up and be the authority figure to those around you.
It is time for you to be independent, to become your own person.
You may need to look at your relationship with your father, or your relationships as a father. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|03:09 pm] |
| Your Five Variable Love Profile | 
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is high.
It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.
You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.
No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
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| Time to make a change |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|03:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Garbage-Bleed like me | ] |
:Sigh: Hateful, angry, pissed, annoyed. most of all "I'M SICK OF IT!!!!!" |
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