| beanthis82 ( @ 2006-02-14 02:09:00 |
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A depressing start to Valantines Day
Well this sux. It's valantines day and I'm alone. I'm very depressed cause I got no one to share this day with. I dont really hate this day. I just hate the fact that I'm single and alone. I hate being such an emotional sap. I hate having feelings and being such a hopeless romantic. Maybe if I was a little different then I would have somebody. But I got no one. Plus I work 4-close tomorrow and we're gonna be super busy! But i just want to take someone to dinner, buy them some sweet present and to hold and do all the romantic things that this day is all about. Oh well. Someday something will come my way. I'm tired of chasing people and trying so hard to make things work. Maybe if i just be selfish and dont compromise anything then maybe someone will want me and chase after me. I think i'm decent looking person. Oh well. I guess its gonna be another shitty ass day!