Current mood:	rejuvenated
Current music:	Stellar Project-"Stand up, Get up"

Random thoughts # 2
So when i clocked out yesterday at work i had 49.1 hours. Thats 9 hours of over time. That comes to like i believe $14.75 an hour. Freakin awesome and i should have 42 hours this schedule. Plus i'm getting my tax return on friday. Cant wait. And I get paid this tuesday. So I'm gonna have a good chunk of money. After paying up all bills and getting the things i need to get done I'll still have a good bit of that left. Still very undecided on what to do with the remaining money. I also had a revelation today. I've decided also that its my life and i'm gonna live it. No more worrying about anyone. No more giving a shit on what any one thinks or says. From here on out I'm going to be me. I'll be anyone's friend as long as they are a friend in return. If you need advice i'll give you the best damn advice i can give. Need a shoulder to lean on then well have mine. I dont care what anyone does anymore. This whole thing came to me today at work. This girl Erin was talking to me about her mom. She had moved back home and decided to take some time away from her bf. Her mom hates her bf cause he doesnt make all that much money and he's the father of Erin's daughter. Erin said she spent the night last night at his house. And her mom freaked out about it. All I said was its your life and you live it. After a minute of thinking about what i said, I decided to take my own advice. Its time to take my life into my own hands and stop putting people before me. It is time for some changes and bring the original me back, with some new changes as well. There is no point on living if you cant feel life. And I havnt felt life in a very long time. Its time for me to live and feel life. I want to be free. So the next time anyone calls me or hangs out with me or anything like that you will see me in a whole new way. Also I will have a date soon on when I'm having my party. Oh yeah my look has changed. I'm gonna be tanning again soon. I cut my hair and I'm growing my mohawk back. I'm going to be joining a gym soon and I'm quiting smoking soon. Like I said its time for a change. Well thats all for now. Later fuckers!